The Path to Total Freedom
The Path to Total Freedom
A Slave's Testament
I know that slaves -- as opposed to subs and submissives -- are between a rockand a hard place (well, hell, that sounds pretty good). The point is, once they submit to a collar, for all intents and purposes they have lost the right to have any control over their persons, their thoughts, their desires, their future. From that point on, they live for ONE purpose - to be completely dominated, compelled and controlled by the Truth of the Man who owns them.
Those who have had a taste of this realize that in service, obedience and worship of the Master-God, is the path to total freedom.
This Truth is what should make the slave search for the MAN who he knows can bring him to this salvation. Yes, I know I'm using many of the same terms that some religions use, but they don't own the language, the concepts or the realities behind the words. The same thing can be achieved through service to an absolute Master.
For my purposes, this has led me to a search for a MAN or MEN who do not get blitzed out on drugs (that convert Their natural ways to something drug-driven). I look for a MAN who is naturally dominant, but who realistically has His down moments too and experiences the full gamut of emotions and expression. I look for the Man who has a Life, and is willing to hold me in a small corner of tha Life, to serve Him, obey Him, and find fulfillment in service to HIM.
Knowing that This MAN holds the key to my salvation, to my liberation-in-service, to my fulfillment as His object and His slave, i have to DO MY PART by trusting His wisdom without question. To be sure, i know those times when He does not need to access His wisdom so that i would question, but when it's something HE Wants and He can use me to fulfill His Desire, then the honor for me is to be part of His Satisfaction.
Every time there is a safe word, it means that i have an avenue out and I am that much further away from finding that salvation. Every time I have a back-door out, I no longer have to hold that Trust I feel for Him as sacred. Every time I have the freedom to not trust, to not obey, to lie, to prevaricate, to fib, to invent, to otherwise deny His Sovereignty over my life, then I have destroyed the sanctity of the relationship we had, the purity of my total commitment to Him, and the discovery of that transcendental Reality that only He can take me into.
I'm writing this as I know that others have suggested that Master Achai should not be trusted because He does not abide by Rules 763, 822, or 887. I'm saying that it's those very rules that cheat both slave and Master from the full experience that such a holy relationship has to offer.
Are we so afraid of our natural selves? This is exactly the crime of St Augustine, for instance, whose claim that humans are born sinful and can only be redeemed by the Church, has so permeated our society that in the most NATURAL of relationships, between a Man Master and a male slave, we must insert bullshitrules -- for the benefit of whom? If the slave has done his homework, then he has everything to lose (!) and even more to gain!!!
I have known a huge number of honest, ethical, upstanding atheists and a huge number of sadly twisted religious individuals. I'd trust my well being to an atheist who is living out His life from an inner honesty, than to someone who gleefully whips me on Friday and sees himself as sinful for it by the time Sunday morning rolls around. Check it out! I KNOW you've met people like that.
When MasterNigger says that it denies the slave the ability to truly trust, He is speaking VOLUMES of Truth. But you have to be willing to surrender that nasty ego in order to see the fact of this Truth.
In point of fact, this is just another way of discovering the inner Truth that the Gnostics discovered -- which led them to the stake because they had found their own inner divinity. It's the same as the Buddhist Nirvana, that for the Buddhist takes 30 years or 30 lifetimes of study and meditation to discover. It's the same as the Transcendentalism that sprang from the Unitarianism of Thoreau, Whitman, Emerson, Alcott, and others of the 1800's.
MIND cannot get you there. It can only point to the Reality of the experience.
Truly, when a Master helps you transcend ego, He brings you to the discovery of absolute freedom that comes from within. When a Master helps you transcend ego, He is truly your Saviour. All of your submissive instincts that you have felt for -- how many years? -- have lead you to this place of total surrender, and DISCOVERY of who you truly are.
Self discovery comes from Surrender. The more total the surrender, the more total the realization.
I'm told the same happens for the Master when He contemplates the totality of His ownership and control of the slave. A Transcendental moment. It's actually far more real than anything we call "reality."
Master-slave is only one way of experiencing the Truth of who you are. Many come to this realization by other means, but given this group, THIS is the particular path we're all embarked on, IF we will pursue the scary Truth it
holds.
See Video
on "Sound" play
Those who have had a taste of this realize that in service, obedience and worship of the Master-God, is the path to total freedom.
This Truth is what should make the slave search for the MAN who he knows can bring him to this salvation. Yes, I know I'm using many of the same terms that some religions use, but they don't own the language, the concepts or the realities behind the words. The same thing can be achieved through service to an absolute Master.
For my purposes, this has led me to a search for a MAN or MEN who do not get blitzed out on drugs (that convert Their natural ways to something drug-driven). I look for a MAN who is naturally dominant, but who realistically has His down moments too and experiences the full gamut of emotions and expression. I look for the Man who has a Life, and is willing to hold me in a small corner of tha Life, to serve Him, obey Him, and find fulfillment in service to HIM.
Knowing that This MAN holds the key to my salvation, to my liberation-in-service, to my fulfillment as His object and His slave, i have to DO MY PART by trusting His wisdom without question. To be sure, i know those times when He does not need to access His wisdom so that i would question, but when it's something HE Wants and He can use me to fulfill His Desire, then the honor for me is to be part of His Satisfaction.
Every time there is a safe word, it means that i have an avenue out and I am that much further away from finding that salvation. Every time I have a back-door out, I no longer have to hold that Trust I feel for Him as sacred. Every time I have the freedom to not trust, to not obey, to lie, to prevaricate, to fib, to invent, to otherwise deny His Sovereignty over my life, then I have destroyed the sanctity of the relationship we had, the purity of my total commitment to Him, and the discovery of that transcendental Reality that only He can take me into.
I'm writing this as I know that others have suggested that Master Achai should not be trusted because He does not abide by Rules 763, 822, or 887. I'm saying that it's those very rules that cheat both slave and Master from the full experience that such a holy relationship has to offer.
Are we so afraid of our natural selves? This is exactly the crime of St Augustine, for instance, whose claim that humans are born sinful and can only be redeemed by the Church, has so permeated our society that in the most NATURAL of relationships, between a Man Master and a male slave, we must insert bullshitrules -- for the benefit of whom? If the slave has done his homework, then he has everything to lose (!) and even more to gain!!!
I have known a huge number of honest, ethical, upstanding atheists and a huge number of sadly twisted religious individuals. I'd trust my well being to an atheist who is living out His life from an inner honesty, than to someone who gleefully whips me on Friday and sees himself as sinful for it by the time Sunday morning rolls around. Check it out! I KNOW you've met people like that.
When MasterNigger says that it denies the slave the ability to truly trust, He is speaking VOLUMES of Truth. But you have to be willing to surrender that nasty ego in order to see the fact of this Truth.
In point of fact, this is just another way of discovering the inner Truth that the Gnostics discovered -- which led them to the stake because they had found their own inner divinity. It's the same as the Buddhist Nirvana, that for the Buddhist takes 30 years or 30 lifetimes of study and meditation to discover. It's the same as the Transcendentalism that sprang from the Unitarianism of Thoreau, Whitman, Emerson, Alcott, and others of the 1800's.
MIND cannot get you there. It can only point to the Reality of the experience.
Truly, when a Master helps you transcend ego, He brings you to the discovery of absolute freedom that comes from within. When a Master helps you transcend ego, He is truly your Saviour. All of your submissive instincts that you have felt for -- how many years? -- have lead you to this place of total surrender, and DISCOVERY of who you truly are.
Self discovery comes from Surrender. The more total the surrender, the more total the realization.
I'm told the same happens for the Master when He contemplates the totality of His ownership and control of the slave. A Transcendental moment. It's actually far more real than anything we call "reality."
Master-slave is only one way of experiencing the Truth of who you are. Many come to this realization by other means, but given this group, THIS is the particular path we're all embarked on, IF we will pursue the scary Truth it
holds.
See Video
on "Sound" play